Possible
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Yet another Sec 2 Camp has come and gone.
Every year, when Sec 2 Camp starts and ends, it never fails to trigger memories of 2E'07.
It's now 2009. Time really flies, isn't it?
You know, I had a really upsetting day in school today.
Remember there was this one particular day when I was so furious with your class that I was at the top of my voice from the hall, to the parade square, before storming off?
I remember what I said, "I wish I never love you all so much, so that I won't be so upset."
I also remember telling myself that I will never be that angry any more at any class or students again. It wasn't a good feeling. I also knew that deep down, I wanted all of you to buck up and do well for your studies, for your future, for your own lives, no matter what background or problems you are facing.
Today, that all-so-familiar feeling of anger rose up in me from another class. I was so upset and so totally furious. I won't go into details - but I was equally as angry and firm in my words today. It's been many hours and I'm cooling down.
You know what, the thought just dawned on me.
I hate to admit it, but I was so angry because I care. I'm so worried that the students won't make it for their national examinations. I'm so totally upset and angry that they are not bucking up and putting in their best. I'm so furious.
Why am I telling you all these? When it's all about them and not about you?
Simply because...
The kind of anger (that I'm so worried that I end up being so angry) that I experienced 2 years ago for your class came back to me today. Made me really wonder how all of you are coping in studies. Are you studying? Are you trying your best? Are you really doing your best?
I hope you are making the best use of your holidays. You've come so far. It's already been 4 years in YYSS, and 6 years in primary. You've studied for at least 10 years!
Make the last 4 months count.
Just do it.
Nothing is impossible.
Because I am Possible.
Supporting you all always,
FT 2E'07.